Thoughts, irritants and LBJ

Irritants of the day:

• Trying to get my iTunes moved to a new computer. Grrrrr!
• Trying to potty train a very stubborn Yorkie puppy.
• My corgi is being a pain in the ass.
• I can't eat.
• 12 year old boys can have shitty attitudes.
• My keyboard is screwed up. The cursor keeps moving and I end up typing in the middle of other words and have to re-do the whole thing.
• Trying to pay $23,000 in bills with only $21,000
• Having to take money out of savings again.
• For some reason today I'm really pissed about being bipolar and having to juggle all these meds trying to find the right combination.
• My four pound puppy is taking up all of my bed.
• I'm missing my dad A LOT.
• Michael's truck needs breaks.
• My car needs brakes AND new tires!
• My husband wants to put up a fence and we have massive bills to pay first.
• Owning a business keeps my pharmacist busy filling my xanex.
• I saw and promptly remove a gray eye brow today!

Great things about today:

• Anna-Grace is a normal two year old.
• Jakob punched a bully in the face.
• Josiah wanted me to cut a lemon so he could taste it.
• I feel better than I have in months! I think we may finally have the right cocktail of medications to control my craziness!
• The eBay guy is going to refund my money.
• Valium
• Jeremiah actually helped watch the puppy HE pushed for.
• I didn't have to cook dinner.
• My eyelashes have really gotten long, Latisse ROCKS!

Thoughts of the day:

• Iris
• Ayden
• My daughter has to have another surgery. This will be, i think, number 16 in the last five years.
• Snowbrush reminds me of my dad.
• LBJ was, in my opinion, a piece of  s#!t, I think I'll post something about that in the next few days.
• I hope my husband will have coffee with me in the morning
• I'm glad that my daughter won't be moving to Texas. I need her.
• Where's my valium? I need to sleep.
• Hoping that Green-Eyed Momster made it though yesterday ok.
• I think I want a horse and I think that's a impulsive bipolar thought!
• I will not let bipolar II or autism get the best of me!
• I REALLY need more Christian Louboutins, well I guess that's a want. And they should probably come after the fence.
• Lights out