A Couple of Things Made Me Feel Better Today

I'm thinking that most of my Tweeps knew the day just wasn't going well for me when they read my first Tweet:

"I hate people"

Well, I didn't mean all people, just a small, well today a large, percentage of them. But then again maybe it was idiot's day out in Happy Valley.

My next one was

"Eh.....I'm going back to bed."

It's no secret that I've been having lots of tests done. I feel like crap most of the time. Today was a day that I just wasn't wanting to deal with it.

Then came:

"I'm killing my FREAKING dogs! Don't they know I need a nap?!"

I was going over the classified ad the entire time I had pillows pulled over my ears. "Cute Corgi, housebroken, GREAT WATCHDOG! Free, hell I'll pay you to come get her."

So much for sleep. I decided to check my blog and I had two blog awards!

The first is from JessRaquel. Run over and check her out. I just love her!

The next is from Mother of Pearl It Is. I just found her blog and I love it!

Then Mama Still Wears Gucci made me laugh for the first time today with her witty responses to the hate mail she's received.

Next I want to pass on an award to Free 2B Mommy. It's an award that I got from Scandal in The Choir Loft. The words of wisdom passed along with the award were to "choose people that wouldn't mind posting this on their blog."

So while there are SO many that I'd love to pass this on to, I'm not sure they would be comfortable with it. If you are, you know who you are, come and get it!

Coffee with a friend in the morning followed by yet another doctor appointment. I really hope that she knows something this time. I lost three more pounds since the last time I weighed. While I'd usually be ecstatic, I'm beginning to worry. I need answers!

After that shopping with my girls. Tomorrow should be much, much better. If it's not, I'm seriously considering kidnapping a couple of my new friends and spending time on the beach!

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Thoughts, irritants and LBJ

Irritants of the day:

• Trying to get my iTunes moved to a new computer. Grrrrr!
• Trying to potty train a very stubborn Yorkie puppy.
• My corgi is being a pain in the ass.
• I can't eat.
• 12 year old boys can have shitty attitudes.
• My keyboard is screwed up. The cursor keeps moving and I end up typing in the middle of other words and have to re-do the whole thing.
• Trying to pay $23,000 in bills with only $21,000
• Having to take money out of savings again.
• For some reason today I'm really pissed about being bipolar and having to juggle all these meds trying to find the right combination.
• My four pound puppy is taking up all of my bed.
• I'm missing my dad A LOT.
• Michael's truck needs breaks.
• My car needs brakes AND new tires!
• My husband wants to put up a fence and we have massive bills to pay first.
• Owning a business keeps my pharmacist busy filling my xanex.
• I saw and promptly remove a gray eye brow today!

Great things about today:

• Anna-Grace is a normal two year old.
• Jakob punched a bully in the face.
• Josiah wanted me to cut a lemon so he could taste it.
• I feel better than I have in months! I think we may finally have the right cocktail of medications to control my craziness!
• The eBay guy is going to refund my money.
• Valium
• Jeremiah actually helped watch the puppy HE pushed for.
• I didn't have to cook dinner.
• My eyelashes have really gotten long, Latisse ROCKS!

Thoughts of the day:

• Iris
• Ayden
• My daughter has to have another surgery. This will be, i think, number 16 in the last five years.
• Snowbrush reminds me of my dad.
• LBJ was, in my opinion, a piece of  s#!t, I think I'll post something about that in the next few days.
• I hope my husband will have coffee with me in the morning
• I'm glad that my daughter won't be moving to Texas. I need her.
• Where's my valium? I need to sleep.
• Hoping that Green-Eyed Momster made it though yesterday ok.
• I think I want a horse and I think that's a impulsive bipolar thought!
• I will not let bipolar II or autism get the best of me!
• I REALLY need more Christian Louboutins, well I guess that's a want. And they should probably come after the fence.
• Lights out

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