Quiet
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
The feelings are overwhelming today, the sensations engulfing. I don’t know where to turn or who to trust.
I feel words of attack are being shot like arrows and they pierce the inner most core of my being.
I’m not sure why a small dispute can cause me to spiral out of control sending me into the pits of hell.
All I want is to disappear, to vanish from this reality. Or is it reality?
Why is it so difficult to just be?
I want to run and hide from the world. I want a quiet, dark room where no one can reach me, where no one can enter the cocoon I want to spin and crave to live in.
I don’t want the physical sensation of another human’s touch on my skin. I want no contact at all. I just want to be. I just want to be left alone. I don’t want to hear another voice. All I want is quiet and solitude.
14 comments:
Just know that we're here when you need a pause from that solitude. :)
I'm feeling very down today too Diva, almost at the point of tearing up, so I do completely understand how you're feeling right now, I really do hope that everything's okay with you, I'm sorry you feel so helpless, just try to ignore that inner chatterbox though, try to get it to be brushed away, it does work at times, it keeps the thoughts away at least.
Hang in there and the feelings will pass. It's a crazy world out there and we all feel like hiding every now and then. I'll be rooting for you. Virtual hugs from me.
Blessings and Bear hugs, Diva egg.
--Diva,
In your silence & pain, you will hear GOD.
Love you, Dearest. Xxxxxxxxx
Love flowing from Minnesota.
I'm so very sorry Diva...if I could quiet the voices in my head I would try and help you but alas it seems a lost cause. Please take care of yourself and find that place of peace.
Sending you love
Warm Aloha from Honolulu
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"a small dispute" I get that. Sometimes it is one mean word or action that makes me teary eyed all day. Go. Have your solitude. I will guard your door.
No hugs from me. That would include touching and stuff. :)
Just know I have you in my thoughts tonight.
Find your space and just breathe.. ignore the tape player that tells you anything but the fact that you are strong, beautiful, worthy and awesome.
Breathe. I know it's tough. There are people here who will listen.
Your words could have been written by me these past few weeks ... know my friend, that your feelings are real and that no matter what you are a GREAT person, who has so much to offer the world... Fortunately this will pass ... each day brings a little more sunshine.
Here's to sunshine filled days ahead for us both...xo HHL
I've felt like that.
I relate...I think we all do. I vote you get a Vegas trip, all by yourself. ;)
Hope you're feeling better today, my love.
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